i won't start off with the KL & Cameron Highlands trip because the story is way too long and i'm kinda tired now.just came back from my dad's sister's house at yishun.came back very late cause my dad wanted to watch this indonesian horror movie called 'hantu jeruk purut'.it was NC16!! and they warned about not watching it alone.it was damn scary.the music was also very hair raising.argh.
anyway,i got my report book today.i seem to have done,well,quite okay.my mum and dad didn't congratulate me or something for getting 5th in class.not like i expected it.it's always the same every year.but it's like the first time in 2 years that i achieved something in my academics.but i was like,never mind lah.i'm happy for myself.apparently,some people are also not happy.but i don't want to go into that.
mrs chee counted the scores for my best three subjects.and i got a 10.a freaking one zero.my mum wasn't quite happy with that.she said it was quite risky to get that kind of score for n level.i was like,hey i can work on that.seriously.but lucky for me,my mum wasn't angry at my marks.straight 60+ marks.haha.except for combined science.got 40+ for that.i gotta work on physics.argh.
my mum said she'll be happy if i were to go to jc.she said she'll buy me anything i want if i go to jc.i was thinking to myself,where have i heard that line before?it always is the same thing.she said the exact same thing to my sis last year,i remember very clearly.sheesh.i told her we'll see.and i was thinking again,if i were to go to jc,would it stress me out?but to get what i want,would it be worth it?then i remembered what my aunt once told me,kalau nak senang,berusaha.kalau nak susah,duduk sampai tua.i'll see first when i get my results next next year.hahahaha.
anyway,after i collected my report book,my mum needed to shop for some stuff so we went off to buy them.then my dad suggested to go to the pet farm up at i dunno where.went there.saw this cute cute CUTE CUTE small furry hair baby rabbit.mixture of black and white.so furry.the hair sticking out.so cute.my mum wanted to buy but someone already reserved it.the cute thing was $50.my lil sis was really excited with the animals.all except the dogs.she got freaked out when they barked.
that's all i guess.

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