well..i'm kinda very bored now.apart from planning the storie,i have nothing else to do.i want to go school to find miss chiam and ask for the photos but i'm too lazy.i just feel like sleeping but i cannot sleep.so i end up reading my trc comic books.i want the 2nd volume and also the 5th volume.but no have.waliao.
i have no idea what to do over the holidays.next monday,natasha,zul and me will meet up to buy a present for mdm riah and then go to her place.then on the tuesday got meeting.hais.i didn't mind going to meetings over the june holidays.but that was because of camp.but this is different.this is for the cca recruitment.and i'm like,clueless on what to do.miss chiam sometimes talks too fast.okay,maybe that's just because i wasn't really listening.but hey,early-in-the-morning meetings..who would listen?but then again,it's my last year after all..
oh.and the muvee thingy.i can't do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh my god.
the pictures are unlimited.so i can put how many pictures i want to put.but the thing is,the song.the song just plays on the first photo.then the rest....gone.no song.stupid thing lah.waliao.....i miss my muvee producer.
I WANT TO CRY !!
but anyway...i have to try challenger.maybe they have the software.or something similar to the muvee producer.
and i found the music sheets for the all the tsubasa chronicle songs!!!all i have to do now is wait for them to send the sheets to me.then i can try play on piano.
and natasha.good news.i've got a very good story to do now.the plot and the climax.
SAD LIAO.
hahahas.

oh!it's cik zal's birthday.haha.got birthday bash just now.throw pillows at him.then skali almost terpecahkan cik la's vase.wow..we can be so violent at times.
oh and guess what?i freaking can't find the muvee producer software thingy on my aunt's com.ohmygod.looks like i have to download the free trial.either that or i'll have to find a software similar to the muvee producer thing.ohmygosh.the muvee thing was the best.it had all the themes and all that.i had the most PERFECT videos.and now i can't make more.hais.what a waste.i was such a pro at it.hehehehehes.
oh and i'm planning a new story.the story i'm currently writing is sorta rubbish.and yes,i agree with natasha that i can't write reality stories.my area is more to fantasy.haha.so much for the story.but well,it was kinda draggy after all.which really sucks.the new story sounds kinda happy.hmm..for once,it's happy.hais.fazlun,fazlun.
oh yes.i've decided to let go of that GUY.after all,he's half a jerk.he has a girlfriend.he obviously didn't like me.and he thinks running away is the solution.what a jerk.gawd.why do all the guys i like always run away from me?i mean,it's like i'm an ugly monster or something.stupid dumbos.well,i guess it's time i let him go.malas lah nak layan.he just thinks of his feelings only.never mine.all those times i cried over him,all those times i got my heart broken and they were all BECAUSE of him.hais.waste of time,waste of time.
but there's still all those memories to think of.those memories i had with him.the times we stood so close,the times we touched.those moments i treasured so much.i plan to keep them all.every picture i have of him,i'll keep.i don't care if it's gonna hurt.everytime i fall in love,it always hurt.
oh and i must remember to ask miss chiam for the exhibition pictures and also the open house pictures.got precious precious pictures in them.cus i want that pic of nicholas,me and his second wife.hehehehes.very cute.
i guess i'll end here.gawd so tired.then tomorrow still need to run some errands as well as going jalan raye.damn its the busiest time of the year.hahas.byes.

its like around 12:44 am in the morning.actually somewhere midnight now.
and i've just realised that i made the biggest mistake i'll ever make...

OHMYGOSH!!I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED THE MUVEE AUTOPRODUCER PROGRAM!!!!!!
NOW HOW AM I GOING TO MAKE MOVIES FOR THE CLUB?????!!!!!!

I WANT TO CRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gawd.i'm so stressed now.why did i have to listen to that stupid software's instructions.ohmygooooooooddddd............now the source of my last contribution to the club is goooooooooone.foreeeeeevvvvveeeeeeeeerrrrrr........i want to cry.......its gonna be my last year with the club.....aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! whywhywhy!!!!???!!! oh.and i'm crying now.stupid lah.i totally want to curse and swear at myself for being such an idiot to delete the muvee producer.but all i wanted to do was install the full version which maybe can add more than 50 pictures to the video.but what the ffffffffffffffff hell...i was so ffffffffff stupid to actually delete the whole fffffffff program.oh my gooooodddd.........i want to die.....