yesterday was one hell of a night,i swear.i thought i could watch ugly betty in peace with my little sis asleep already but boy,was i SOO wrong.it was right in the middle of the show(when betty's friend,the woman with the ring stuck in her finger[i dunno whats her name], wanted to confront the boss or something) that i noticed a head at our gate.it was farhan.my sis got excited and i was already thinking,'sheesh,why now,mama?'.but i realised after that that he was alone.i was surprised,so was my sis.when i unlocked the gate for him to come in,he started crying.and i was like,oh god,this must be something real serious.we brought him to sit on the sofa.then my maid suggested us to check his body for bruises.he had a big bruise on his arm,his cheek,his forehead and one bruise right under his left eye.my sis ran to my parents' room to wake my mother.farhan explained in tears that his mother chased him out of the house because he cannot understand the maths formula.poor boy.even his dad raised his voice at him.poor boy.he told us everything and showed us the bruises.then we asked if he'd eaten already.he said no.so my sis cooked maggi for him while i cut apples for him.my mum hugged him tightly as comfort.it moved me to tears.
then before farhan could even eat his food,which was actually quite hot,there was a knock on the door.we predicted it to be his dad.mama would've come screaming and pounding at our door like a crazy woman.farhan panicked and ran into my sis's room.i opened the door.it was indeed papa.but he looked worried.he asked if farhan came.i couldn't lie.not to him.so i said,'farhan?huh?what happened?'but i guess he knew i was lying.farhan was smart enough to come to our house for comfort,for help even though it was so late already.then my mum came and asked what happened.my uncle looked so stressed and tired,his eyes were red.my mum called for farhan and he came.he looked pretty scared.my mum told him to finish his food first.he hadn't eaten the whole day,said his father,because his mother threw his food away.that i expected.mama could be that heartless.i was sitting with farhan,although a distance away as i was afraid he could kena chichkenpox,and my sis and we were talking about stuff when i heard mama screaming "aku nak bunuh dier,tau!!aku nak bunuh dier!!" farhan was practically shaking with fear when mama wanted to grab him but my dad and mum pulled her away.then mama cried.i've never seen mama cry before.usually when she fought with papa,they always settle scores at their own home,with my mum and dad as witnesses,or rather,to prevent bloodshed or something.haha.
then mama just sat with my mum and dad,saying lots of stuffs and telling how stubborn farhan was.i've never seen mama cry that bad.then suddenly she made up a story.i don't understand that much,really,cus she wasn't saying anything that makes sense to me.but papa tried to point out that she was making up the story.she interrupted him,raising her voice higher than his.really,a wife with so little respect for her husband.she must be really crazy.even farhan claimed that she made up the story.farhan finished his food and we didn't really know what to do.i wanted to listen but my sis forced me into her room.farhan followed us.they played while i tried to look through my physics notes again.it semed like a pretty long time before mama started screaming again.my sis left the door open a little.and boy,the words.it's like mama really has no respect for papa.no,scratch that.it's like she's possessed.the words she used to swear at papa are not words i use everyday.here's some examples: puki cibai sial punyer binatang.or something like that.i dunno what it means but never mind.my sis kind of quietly side papa.i'm on papa's side too.all the time,in my heart,i was hoping that papa would burst and use a little violence.but it's like he's a chicken or something,to afraid to voice out.i would if i were him.but i would go to the mountains first to practice my yelling so that i'll be louder than mama.haha.
so while this screaming goes on,i gave farhan a lecture.my sis add in too but she made it sound worst.until divorce also come out.then suddenly the banging started.i was shocked and listened harder for more details as to what was happening.my sis was at the door trying to listen and mama was screaming,'aku benci kau!benci!!'then my mum was syaing about what my grandma has been teaching them about respect and all that.then mama screamed,'biarkan umie!biar aku mati kafir!!!!'then i heard a something that sounds like 'twack!'my sis quickly told me that my mum slapped my aunt.oh god.i never heard my mum scream like that.i heard more things being thrown.boy,anyone would think mama was possessed.i could 'feel' the bad vibes around the house.haha.my aunt was getting all heated up.she screamed and screamed like a mad woman.and cried like her heart was breaking.my mum cried too.and i cried too.my sis called me emotional.i told her she never was emotional.at that moment,i pitied my aunt.she bottled up everything and now she burst like that.poor thing.the last thing i heard her say was.'handsome tak cukup.menyesal aku kahwin dier.'
my maid told me to pick up a lesson from here.marry the right person.accept his/her weaknesses.papa's weakness was games and XBOX.mama's weakness was she thinks she's always right.they've got to learn to accept that.my maid also said i should pray and hope that the same encounter wouldn't happen to me too.banyak bersabar and banyak berzikir.hais.
