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Saturday, March 31, 2007



the speech day was alright,actually.i was seated between two guys(one big one skinny) under 2 aircons(back and left side) and it's freaking cold.my feet were shaking and i keep trying to clap as hard as i can when there's applause to keep my hands warm.guess that didn't work.the speeches were never-ending.so after what seemed like a very long,long,long time,the prize presentation finally came.the cca awards were the last batch.i was so nervous i wanted to pee.it was the principal i had to shake hands with.but she was all nice.when i was shaking her hand,she said "i'm so proud of you." i think ah.and she was smiles all over.guess she said that to everybody too.i almost forgot to bow.sheesh.oh yes,i was almost blown over to the side when the big guy stood next to me in front of the stage.his arm kind of knocked into mine and i was like,kena thrown sideways to the other guy.[miss chiam said later today that i was easy to spot in the line of prize recipients because i was too sandwiched between the guys.tsk.i skinny lah i know.everybody says that.]
after the prize presentation,i joined natasha to take pictures.we weren't really on official duty but we just wanted to take pictures.we took stanford's picture while he was going down the steps.but he lost his focus and almost tripped.haha.poor guy.but he managed to balanced himself though.should have caught the moment on video instead.the concert started after that.i expected more from the drama club and choir.but the dance were awesome.natasha had to go back with her mum when the concert ended and all the guests were on the way down to the canteen for the reception.i stayed with stanford and the rest of the photographers in the hall for the phototaking session.IT WAS BORING.when it all ended,miss chiam announced for debriefing.stanford and me quickly cabot since we weren't on official duty anyway.
stanford went home and i joined my mum and dad and cik azizah at the canteen for the reception.my mum told me to eat the lunch they provided for the PSG so i just makan lor.free what.haha.it was okay lah.my favourite was the sweet and sour fish.i think it's the same as the MOE Excel Day fish.i think.or is it the STARS Research Program (or whatever)? not sure but never mind.
my dad was anxious to get home cus he scared farah might wake up anytime soon.so i told my mum i'll follow my dad home since she wants to stay in school to chat with fellow PSG members and i see no reason why i should stay.my mum agreed so i grabbed her prize as well as my own and went to my dad.so we walked home together.when we were just outside the school,i noticed him behind us.but i ignored him.when were just under the block opposite school,i realised that i took the wrong prize.i took cik azizah's prize instead of my mum's.i told my dad to go home first while i go exchange the prize myself.my dad went off and i went off back to school.my mum was shocked to see me back and so was miss norul,who was sitting at a chair beside my mum.miss norul looked all blur.haha.
anyway,i didn't wanna stay cus it's ADULTS' talk and i didn't really wanna masuk campur.walked home alone.i noticed a slight difference in this year's speech day.the corridor of the staff room and HOD room is kinda plain.last year we had an exhibition,displaying the works of our photography club members on Sports Day.i crossed the road and then saw nicholas[the guy i met during the open house.nice guy.] standing around,apparently waiting for someone.he smiled at me so i went,"what you doing here?" after which he said,"waiting for my friend".
so the conversation went on.i asked who he was waiting for [daryl.i think],where he lived [tampines],still cycle to school? [yup],where's his bike?[didn't cycle today.so i waiting for them].so i went,"your friends?".and he replied,"my enemies." i was surprised for a moment,then i laughed.then he said bye and i said bye back.really nice guy,he is.
that's all for today.

in memory of Fiona & Flora whom we've lost.love you two loads and will miss you.

~ { 6:51 PM }
remembering the days when u were by my side


Friday, March 23, 2007



i don't know if this is good news for the other seniors in the club but for me,it is.there will still be photography meetings until end of april.that was the news mdm riah wanted to tell us seniors.she said it concerned life and death.so we kept suggesting ridiculous reasons on what the bad news was that mdm riah wanted to tell us.rupa-rupanya its just meetings till the end of april.so it's alright.and i actually thought someone died or something.got me worried there.
mdm riah also asked us to plan some activities for our visit to the cerebral palsy centre this april 10th.there was gonna be the photo-taking session and the home-made frames.then the performance that we were supposed to have.we came up with suggestions like skits,puppet shows,magic show,singalong...etc.natasha was in charge of the storytelling.wenjie was under her.and mdm riah said she would add "your good friend" under natasha,and that's me.haha.puee~~
after that "short" meeting,natasha and me went to whitesands to have lunch.i actually had a craving for doughnuts for the whole day but natasha said the seven eleven doughnuts quite hard.so i changed my mind.we went to ben & jerry's and natasha introduced the flavours.the sweet cookie and cream(something like that) looked pretty nice.ended up at mcdonald's.i ate filet o fish and natasha ate mcchicken.after that we went to library.took a stack of magazines on the music world,photovideo imaging,animal photography and hair styles.read read read then went back to school for the speech day rehearsal.
a lot happened during the rehearsal that i never thought would.i'm no longer nervous when i walk on stage.BUT,the thing is....he smiled countless times at me.wee~~~~so happy~~~~
so tired.but happy too.haha.nitey nites.

aiya...tomorrow got madrasah.bummer.

~ { 8:27 PM }
remembering the days when u were by my side


Saturday, March 17, 2007



i can't believe it's already a week of holiday.when school starts again,there will be no more cca meetings.then there will be the extra remedials and extra classes.big change.hais.and 'n' level.....
i really like the song natasha recommended.`i don't love you` by my chemical romance.i thought of doing a movie using that song.i still have pictures i can use for the song.it's a four minute song.so should be enough.but the video was better.and the lyrics..!!plus gerard did look really sad.and the girl's face like got no emotion..so expressionless.
tomorrow got no madrasah!!no burdah!!goody good.i can use up tonight's time to write the story.oh..it's getting bored.really bored.i thought of tearing it up.but that would mean an explanation for natasha AND planning for another story which i don't have time for.oh well.what to do.
found out today mos burger wasn't halal.well,that's what my second aunt said.even though i only eat the fish burger,she said that they fry the pork and the fish together.crap lah she.i really love it.better than mcdo's.but i don't think i'll have the chance to eat the fish burger at mos burger since there'll be no more club meetings to attend.
but still that small,unofficial farewell party the club had for us was worth it.at least.thiha and wenjie played the guitar....ate pizza....stanford and natasha at least talked again....received well-wishes card from the club.memorable...can't wait for the camp.

`i don't love you,like i loved you yesterday...` - gerard way
^_^ love that line

~ { 8:48 PM }
remembering the days when u were by my side