whew.tiring week it's been.today i purposely failed the napfa run.can't be bothered anymore.but i don't feel as tired as i felt the other times i ran my best.today was like so laid back.an i-dont-give-a-damn-anymore attitude.haha.anyway,its been a long time since i last posted.with tuition and madrasah in my schedule,i don't have that much time for the other things i used to do.but i managed to squeeze in 2 cycling sessions last weekend.maybe because the kids were around and they badly wanted to go cycling.but i must say,ari is getting heavier now.haha.we went to the mangrove swamp at pasir ris park and i fell down from my bike with ari into the bushes.haha.i saw a stick that looked like a snake and freaked out.kesian ari was on the ground, lying sideways.haha.
life at home is getting worse everyday.mama's like getting worse already.and farhan and fatimah are like victims to her stupid violence and abuse and whatever she does to them.it's not like i care about her but i care about her kids.after all,fatimah's my favourite girl.i can't stand when i see them tortured like that.it's like she hasn't any heart for her kids.hais.
thank god my little sis recovered from her high fever.the trip to and from the hospital really tires me out.in two days we wasted 20 bucks for taxi fare.that could have bought me like,7 packs of nasi goreng kampung.damn,i wish i could drive.haha.
today was alright.i think.i didn't get to let natasha read the story though.there's still a long way to go.but i'm at an exciting part right now so its best to let the suspense drag.huahuahua.aiya tomorrow got madrasah...blow.