aahaa.there was not much "love" in the air today.but still,it was alright.it wasn't as bad as i thought though.i was alright with the happy valentine's day mood.(even though i know that we're[muslims] not supposed to celebrate valentine's day because it's the christian's culture/custom.)but well,it wasn't so bad not having someone you love to celebrate this special day.you still have your friends.i realised that today.having friends is more important than having a,in my case,boyfriend.besides,you can't laugh like crazy in front of the one you like,right?i mean,it'll be totally embarrassing that he's found out a side of you that you don't really show.and you can't really fool around and say stupid stuff in front of him either.he'll either think you're sick in the head or you're simply immature.hey,wait,why am i saying this?oh crap.never mind.
anyway,today was quite okay.i saw him in the morning during assembly.i even thought he glanced at me.maybe he did but i don't really know cus i didn't look.even last friday,when we[nfs] were at the traffic light opposite white sands,he was at the traffic light nearer to the MRT.so i was like,oh my god.natasha and shuyi said he was looking at me.but when i turned,he quickly looked away.guess he's one of the shy-shy kind of guys.haha.but i wished i,like,waved or something.well,no use regretting it now.
during lunch today,i sort of looked out for him.but i just couldn't find him.i guess maybe that's why i ate my cheese fries in silence.the fries were cold and freaking bleahs but it was alright.then when we were about to leave the canteen,natasha saw him with a box of ferrero rocher.i guessed as much.somebody else besides me has a crush on him.i was sooo upset.but i forgot about it later.now i remember.i don't know what else to say now.i guess i'll get back to the story.until here,folks.