there were times when
i wished that we could go back
to how we used to be
i missed those times
when you'll sit next to me
when you'll whisper to me
when we did things together
and you'll look like you never cared
about what others say about us
somehow there was something
about you that made me feel complete
but there were also times
when i hated you so much
i hated you for not being honest
i hated you for leaving me in the rain
i hated how i still loved you
no matter how many times you hurt me
i want the old you back
i want to relive those moments again
i want you by my side again but now,HE turned up HE made me change my feelings about you HE made me see the real you that selfish person inside you and HE made me hate you
i don't know HIM but i'm starting to love HIM
~`♥ Tsubasa
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she loves NFS
she loves to eat she loves PHOTOGRAPHY CLUB
she loves to write stories but she loves HIM the most
~`♥ I Talk To The Rain
Journey The World
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♥ Paris
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♥ California
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♥ Anywhere lovely
crazy man today.first the school changed the timetable again.not again.and we end everyday at 2!and it's like,sheesh,why 2?it used to be 1.30.now it's 2.but the best thing is still there,we go to school at 8 every monday.haha.oh well.that's the way it always is.and so the day dragged on.during recess i saw him.and HER him.hahaha. right now i'm waiting for the welcome to the black parade movie to finish saving before i move on to the famous last words one.i can't believe the first videos i made of the mcr songs were live.okay i admit,it does sound a little terrible.i can't even make out a word.haha.but the photos and the transitions were all awesome.only the song. and today was damn tiring.had to do the photo collage which,i must say,stressed natasha out alot.she was so stressed because of the time constraint and all that.i bought the drinks and the cheese toast for her to cheer her up a bit and let her cool down a bit.but the funny thing is,earlier in the afternoon,we were supposed to pick up her mcr posters from a guy called louie.(i got the posters over the yahoo auctions since natasha wanted it so much.6 for $12.crazy.) well,i actually thought that louie was a girl name and natasha assumed that it was a girl.we were on the way to the pasir ris interchange when the 'louie' person called natasha's handphone.she made me pick up.so i picked up and boy,i almost peed in my skirt.it was a GUY!!!!! and i was like what the...natasha and me got scared ah.a guy okay.don't play play ah.it was all starting to sound like the sec.1 period.natasha got freaked out,a little.we reached there then we walked around.there was a guy(like nerd ah waliao) standing around but he wasn't the one.then we(natasha,shuyi and me)spotted the correct guy(in a white singlet,waliao).i didn't wanna go up to him,he look like paikia,and he looks older than us...haha.then me and natasha just go.paiseh sia.pay then walk off.gawd.oh yes,lesson learnt from here: louie-guy name. louis-girl name.aaahhhh!!!!! oh my god.tomorrow's the big day.if tomorrow goes well...(which i doubt so)i'll take a modelling career..muahahahaha.wait.i was just kidding.oh god so tired.
~ { 7:20 PM } remembering the days when u were by my side