he melts my heart with his smile.he fills me with never-ending happiness whenever i see him.i think of him everyday and i just can't get him outta my mind.i don't know him that well.i don't know anything about him,about his past,about his everything.i don't know anything about him at all.and yet i'm so in love with him.the way he walks,the way he laughs,the way he smiles.i love everything about him.
i don't really want to continue like this.i don't feel good about it.i don't even know if he knows my name or anything about me.all i know is i think that he knows that i'm in photography club.which is kinda obvious already cause i was carrying a camera when i met him.but the way it all sounds,it just drives me crazy.i don't think about him during lesson time.but whenever i see him,during recess or after school,i just go crazy.but not that crazy.
still,i don't even know if i'm like,in love with him or something.if i don't see him in one day,i'll start to miss him already.but sometimes when i see him i go all excited that i can't control myself.and sometimes i just want to avoid him.i just want to avoid him,not see his face and not let him smile at me.but in the end i'll regret it so badly that i could possibly cry.
guess that's all.about him.