today the club meeting was half rubbish.the two games we made the lower sec play wennt fine.but the shirt designing was what made me pretty upset.i can't draw and i really can't draw.i felt completely useless not contributing to the club with my own piece of work.so i was like,with my pencil and paper,what should i draw?i don't like designing stuff.if you tell me to write a story about the club,i would.but not draw something about the club.so i just sat there,completely clueless on what to do.i saw the others and their efforts on the board.but my own effort is crunched up in a ball in the wastepaper basket.but i tried not to let that bother me.besides hakim was there.he was really funny.my mood brightened because he was there to fool around with us.please note:us refers to NATASHA,WENJIE,ZUL,STANFORD & ME.THIHA was NOT there with US.that really pissed me off alot.he was like with those girls.wenjie said thiha was always like that.he chooses his own people.but well,i noticed that thiha was alone at his own little corner.WE were totally having fun with hakim at our own BIG corner.haha.i don't know what i mean though.
i guess that's all.besides being bothered about him,i think that was all today.oh and no,i am NOT upset about thiha.no worries.