oh!it's cik zal's birthday.haha.got birthday bash just now.throw pillows at him.then skali almost terpecahkan cik la's vase.wow..we can be so violent at times.
oh and guess what?i freaking can't find the muvee producer software thingy on my aunt's com.ohmygod.looks like i have to download the free trial.either that or i'll have to find a software similar to the muvee producer thing.ohmygosh.the muvee thing was the best.it had all the themes and all that.i had the most PERFECT videos.and now i can't make more.hais.what a waste.i was such a pro at it.hehehehehes.
oh and i'm planning a new story.the story i'm currently writing is sorta rubbish.and yes,i agree with natasha that i can't write reality stories.my area is more to fantasy.haha.so much for the story.but well,it was kinda draggy after all.which really sucks.the new story sounds kinda happy.hmm..for once,it's happy.hais.fazlun,fazlun.
oh yes.i've decided to let go of that GUY.after all,he's half a jerk.he has a girlfriend.he obviously didn't like me.and he thinks running away is the solution.what a jerk.gawd.why do all the guys i like always run away from me?i mean,it's like i'm an ugly monster or something.stupid dumbos.well,i guess it's time i let him go.malas lah nak layan.he just thinks of his feelings only.never mine.all those times i cried over him,all those times i got my heart broken and they were all BECAUSE of him.hais.waste of time,waste of time.
but there's still all those memories to think of.those memories i had with him.the times we stood so close,the times we touched.those moments i treasured so much.i plan to keep them all.every picture i have of him,i'll keep.i don't care if it's gonna hurt.everytime i fall in love,it always hurt.
oh and i must remember to ask miss chiam for the exhibition pictures and also the open house pictures.got precious precious pictures in them.cus i want that pic of nicholas,me and his second wife.hehehehes.very cute.
i guess i'll end here.gawd so tired.then tomorrow still need to run some errands as well as going jalan raye.damn its the busiest time of the year.hahas.byes.
