well today, was okay lahs.
i mean.p.e...we girls played soccer.
it was fun,yeah,but my right ankle suddenly very pain ahs.
i also dunno why.if i like put force on my leg,it stretch and pull.
so pain.siao.since this morning.
then cca was okaaaay.
as usual, miss chiam gave her long speech about
holistic marks,duties,CIP,CCA awards,EAGLES award,
blah blah blah.then we had to nominate for next year`s
chairman and vice-chairman.can`t say who i vote for,though.
heehees.
but then again,we`ll know who`s the new chairman and vice-chairman
next year in march when the sec.4s[which means us sec.3s] step down.
waaaaah!! i can`t bear to goooooooooo.....
i want to cry.
but anyway,i dunno why i felt so close to HIM just now.
i mean,it`s like the BIG,BIG gap that used to be between us,
was gone.i felt as if i could stand close to him,and not feel awkward.
i felt like i could shout and scream during meetings,and he wouldn`t mind.
hahas.is this what love`s supposed to feel like? besides being hurt all the time?
maybe.
but you`d never know when he would ignore me again.haaaisss.
did i say i had a BAD,BAD dream last night?
ever since natasha told me that she might be moving to australia in the
middle of next year,i began to feel uneasy.so the dream last night was
all about her.she was REALLY going to australia forever.but she didn`t
say goodbye to me and shuyi.when shuyi and me heard that she was going on
this particular day,we rushed to the airport and tried to find her.
we saw her at the passport chop-chop thingy,the departure thingy,and we
stood outside shouting her name throught the sliding doors.but she never
heard us.she just......walked away.
that particular dream has been on my mind since i stepped in school today.
but i tried to act cheerful.haaissss.