tomorrow's natasha's birthday!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm kinda panicky about natasha's present.i've never bought a present
for anybody on the last minute.but my dad agreed to send me and shuyi
to SUNTEC CITY to buy natasha's present.man,i totally love him!!
so presents...settled.
well today,me and shuyi kept on arguing whether to go suntec today
or tomorrow.besides,shuyi today got work so for natasha's sake,she
would skip to buy the present.fight fight fight,argue argue argue.
in the end, shuyi decided to go to work and we shall go suntec tomorrow.
i loaned a camera from miss chiam today.weehee.
sunday is the first day of bulan ramadhan.damn, i'm so excited.
please please please.i don't want to get my 'thing' on sunday.
don't make me get it on sunday.please god...i want to enjoy my fast
with everybody else.
today, i decided that this would be the last day that i'm gonna think
of HIM.i'm going to forget him for the time being because of the exams.
so during recess when nfs were sitting at the table somewhere near the
bookshop,i saw him walking past.i just looked at him.my eyes followed him.
the way he walked.the way he looked so serious.i kept them all in my mind.
i looked at him that way...for the last time.well,maybe for the last time.
when exams are over,i'll use all my free time to think about him,to stare at
him and do whatever i want.
i kept hoping against hope that he would suddenly like me.
but now,it was all just wishful thinking.
my life is just so sad.