okay, everyone's saying that i've not been myself lately.
i don't know if there's something wrong with them
or there's something wrong with ME !!
fine,maybe i don't notice if i've not been myself
when natasha said that i'm not myslf lately,
i caught myself wondering.
was it really because of him...or was is just me?
she said ever since cca this week,
i've been so down on myself
so i realised that it should be because of him.
i've been trying so hard to be strong
i wanted so hard to be strong
i wanted not to cry over him all the time
but it's just so hard
i don't like to talk about whatever that bothers me
i prefer thinking about them
and what i should do next
natasha says i shouldn't bottle everything up
but i want to
because i don't know how to put everything into words
but the question is...
am i hurting the people around me?
