i was watching the first movie i ever did and i was suddenly reminded of the software.i accidentally deleted the muvee autoproducer thingy last year because i wanted to upgrade it with the dvd version,hoping that i could put more than 50 photos in one movie.but unfortunately,this dumb computer kept saying that there are still traces of the previous software even though i already uninstall it!and i found out that the muvee producer thing,one of the "muvee technologies pte ltd" is in singapore.its at 133 middle road.[where the hell is that?]level 4 BOC plaza.singapore 188974.i'm thinking of checking it out.but why doesn't challenger have any of the products?
but still,i lost the software forever.i found out that the muvee autoproducer is installed in any hp computers and compaq.i was like...aiyah.i'll have to buy a new com to get that software to make new movies.i really liked the muvee producer thing.it was totally awesome.i made the best movies i ever made,just with three easy steps: choose and add pictures, add a song or two and then choose a style.it's automatic.they just make the movie for you and you just watch!
so the first movie i made was about the 1st June 2006;zoo & orchard trip.the song i chose was far away by nickelback.the pictures i chose fit the style AND the song.and the scenes...everytime i watched the video,which is lots of times,i will be on the verge of tears.the song's a little sad,which in my opinion fits the whole set of pictures,but still,the first video i made!i was proudest of this particular video though.it held a lot of memories for me.[there!i'm watching it again.]the video was,of course,the best video i ever made.probably because it was the first.gawd,i'm repeating myself.but well,i love it the best.its so sad...yet it held many happy memories.it was the best day of my life,going out with my teacher and fellow club members and the person i liked.
but everytime i watch the video,my heart will just make this painful squeeze or something.yes,he was there that day.his very presence made me feel very happy.i felt very happy that day,too happy just to be close to him and to feel him there.everytime i watched the video,i remember that day very clearly,every tiny detail and everything that happened.the sad thing is,every group photo at the zoo felt and looked very incomplete because HE wasn't there.the whole time he wasn't there with us,i missed him.and when we met up with him before we went for dinner,my heart just made this skip at the sight of him.i was over the moon when i set eyes on him.yes,indeed,i remember every feeling i felt that day.
THAT day happened a whole YEAR ago.but i remember it like it just happened yesterday.and like i said,last year was the best year for me.not as exciting as the p.6 year but it was just better than that.a lot more excitement.
i don't know why but i haven't forgotten him.not completely.i still feel sad when i see him.i don't know why.i don't have feelings for him but i just feel really sad.maybe sad because of my decision to forget him.but that was a long time ago.now,i realised i really do miss him.and i miss him alot and those days too.thats why the video of 1st June triggered my past feelings for him,i think.i don't think i still have feelings for him,but maybe he was the best guy i've ever fallen in love with.even if he may act like a jerk sometimes.well,he was a jerk at times.i was too blinded by love to see through him.
i can't say i love him.i just can say that i miss him.and the times i was with him.before he knew my feelings for him and after he knew.



this is my pride and joy.wish i could add this in the book of the year.sadly,i can't.i think i'll make a movie for myself and add this in it.as a memory of 2006.i won't add her though.the other one who i'm very disappointed with.